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sometimes, things of the past that has been buried should be left buried. they shouldn't be dug up again, because hurtful and insulting remarks will be thrown back at you, and painful memories will come back haunting you.

i guess money isn't a big deal, even though it's quite a bit of money - i think it's best to leave it where i've left it. it's just not worth making contact, and being thrown back out of your comfort zone, again and again.

from now on, i will not dig up anymore of my past (anything that is painful), and i will go out of my way to earn back the money i've lost during this holiday. it's not gonna be difficult, but it'll take effort.

some people are just way too shallow, so it's just not worth doing it anymore.

what's better for me now, is to try to concentrate on last minute studying, instead of bawling my eyes out to release stress and whatnot. it's not helping too much, because every 2 minutes or so, i'll start bawling again.

i feel like quitting uni already and go achieve my dreams sooner :(