wow, it's already the end of 5th week in uni. 5 whole weeks just went past like that....quite shocking to be honest.

this whole week's been a crazy week i suppose. first of all, i've been super tired and no matter how much sleep i get, i'm still tired. i didnt even work as much this week as opposed to the other weeks where i've worked about 20 hours a week. on top of that, i am not up to date with my notes and i have been skipping quite a few lectures because of my tired-ness. it's really bad, and this whole skipping lectures thing is really getting into a habit.

TL rang me up today and said "ohh goody! i caught you in between lectures didnt i?" i gave him a copy of my timetable so he knows when i'm available and when i'm not, but when i said "oh..i'm actually almost home - i'm skipping some lectures today"

truth be told, i WAS going to go for ALL my lectures today even though i felt like crap. the rain ruined the whole thing, and micro lab was such a drag this morning with the whole computer simulation thing. so once i was done with that, i caught the free bus to queen st and walked to downtown. managed to get my hair extension fixed and got another one to balance things up. i was washing my hair last night and one of my hair extensions just fell out -.-"

apart from all those stuff, there are lots of things that goes on behind the scene - my family for example. i mean, nothing bad has happened, but lately, my mum's back to her whole pms/menopause behaviour again and it's really sickening. she give off this -ve vibe which i really hate because she comes home being all grumpy and it really affects my dad and myself in many ways. my dad will end up being grumpy as well, coz he'll try to help my mum in every possible way, and because of him doing more work, he starts complaining and tell us kids off. and when that happens, i get really pissed. why? because, i WILL do the stuff when i have the time - i cant just leave what i'm doing and do YOUR things just because you're my dad..it's so stressful >"<

and on top of that, i dont have THAT much free time. my week is basically something like that:
sunday: church in the morning, do something nice for the rest of the day like shopping or come home to rest and do some uni-related stuff.
monday: uni for the majority of the day, come home and do some uni-related stuff, and maybe some trademe stuff.
tuesday: uni, come home to rest for a while (take a quick nap before work) and off to work from 5 and i'll be home just before 10. have dinner, shower and it's almost bed time.
wednesday: uni, come home, prepare dinner, off to cg, and i'll be back after 10.
thurs: uni, come home, muck around for a little, dinner, take sis for swimming, and i'll be back around 9.15
friday: uni, come home, muck around and relax for the rest of the night.

you might think "oh geez she has plenty of time to relax and muck around" but do bear in mind that i have an on-going business on trademe which i have to keep up and spend some time on almost everyday (except weekends). it can be quite time consuming, but where else is my money going to come from? i cant work anymore than i already am....

so yeah, that's my life in a nutshell. i'm actually thinking of working 7 days a week during the easter break coz mance asked if i'm interested in teaching swimming at her workplace. i'm still considering it, but i'm thinking probably not coz i still have assignments and test to study for during the break, though i would REALLY like to teach swimming.

oh well...

this is such a -ve post. life goes on...