to be honest, i am no fan of Avril Lavigne but since i heard "when you're gone", i think it's such an awesome song.

the video is really nice as well, but i'm not sure if the one i've just watched is a different version. it's got bits and pieces of Smallville in it, and i just love it! (i'm a huge fan of smallville!!)



after watching this video, i just feel like having a big cry. one of those cries where you sob so hard you end up gasping for breath in the end and your eyes stay swollen for days on end...

i just felt like crying coz, well, i think i've been through so so so much over the year, and i know i've said this a million times, but i'm just so glad to be where i am now. i know i'm not in a perfect position, but you know, i'd rather be where i am now than to be where i was a year ago.

i remember a year ago, i was absolutely shattered. i was a person that i didn't quite know. i remember talking to my colleague yesterday. he's a youth pastor so i was sharing a little about my life with him yesterday and he said that it's good that i am where i stand now...but there are a certain things which i have to improve..

like, just because one person tore me apart so much, it doesnt mean that everyone will do the same to me. but truth be told, i am ever so scared to open up again. i dunno, i just seem...dis-interested in a relationship now. i just dont see the point of having one now, when i have like SO many plans once i finish uni.

but then again, i guess there will come a point in my life where i'll have to settle down..i dont actually plan on being a spinster :p

anyway, enough of being emo. i just bought some dressed online, so to you dress freaks, i'll tell you how they look when they arrive ok!! they come in different sizes :D