pfffft!

stuck in uni again, and the weather is CRAPPY as ever! i'm having my 2 hours break now. i planned to go down to queen street to get a pair of comfy shoes so i can walk-run to the ferry terminal in time, but i guess now. it's raining out there :( and well, i'm too lazy to walk down then up again. i might just pop by roxy or amazon later and get a nice pair of flats.

apart from that, let's talk about food. there's this new cafe along queen street (beside tank juice bar) that sells the yummiest pastries ever! it's called N's cafe, and it's run by Japanese. i've tried their blueberry and cream cheese pie, and it's SOOOOOOO nice *drool* i have one left in my bag, which i'll savour right before my next class. but yes, you've gotta try it. it's a bit pricey though...$2.40 for a small little pastry is a tad too much i reckon.

so, what else can i do in my break? i've photocopied the required pages off the textbook for my next microbio lecture, and ami's got the textbook now. she's scanning them so she can print them at home. wonder how long it'll take her to scan those pages. i think there are more than 4 chapters in total for 3 lectures -.-"

looks like it stopped raining. should i go down to queen street or not? 1 hour left....i'm VERY tempted. but i dont really wanna be carrying a huge shoebox while rushing around. maybe...i'll just go shoe shopping tomorrow at botany since they have late night. silly mommy still hasn't replied me if she can wait for me at sylvia park so i can meet her there after uni.

ahhhhh...*runs around in circles*

everyone at work kept commenting on how tired i looked -.-"
no matter how hard i try to make myself look cheerful and normal, it didnt work :(
i am way beyond tired, and guess what? it's only tuesday.

i guess the only consolation is that i have no work for 3 days, and i'm going to say no if they do call me in to work. heck, i'm no longer young and bursting with energy..i cant do it :p

apart from that, uni sucks big time. i dont like the crowds, i dont like having to rush for my ferry, making me walk to freaking fast almost to the point where i'm half running half walking (no wonder my legs are aching!!), i dont like having nothing to do during my breaks and i dont like the fact that i feel SO LONELY!

I HATE UNI!

ok, back to being tired. what do i see when i look into the mirror? i see two very black eyes, and one very swollen eye. i dont know why is my lower left eye-lid all swelled up. the swell is causing the dark circles to be more obvious -.-" and no matter how much eye gel i use, it doesnt work. and my left eye hurts too. everytime i blink, it hurts. and if i dont blink, my contact lens dries up.

sighhhhh..................................................

O.o

SO many people in uni. i feel so lost. i dont see any familiar face in the crowd.

*cries*

it's only 9am and i've had my shower, had my brekkie, and i've also attended my interview.

i got told by yesterday that i've got an interview today and i'm working on sunday and monday -.-" so last minute can die.

but dont care - i didnt have anything to prepare for...

the interview went really well, according to my manager :p he was really pleased with my answers, though team leader did help me with some questions going *cough*insert answer*cough* hahahaha. and team leader also sneakily told me how to answer the questions when my manager went out to get some stuff. thank you sunshine :D

they let me choose my time and hours for the week, so it's really flexible :D i told them that my hours will have to be reduced around may, coz that's the time it gets crazy with uni workload, and they said that it's ok. see, that's why i love working there. everyone's so understanding :)

manager said he's really happy with my work performance, and sunshine (team leader) gave me his review on me, and it's all good. hehehe :D what a nice way to start my morning. gee, if i have mornings like that everyday, i wouldnt mind waking up at 7am everyday!

but yesh yesh. everything's sorted now. i can keep working, so yippee :p hopefully don boy gets the job too, and not scarneck -.-"

hullo!

yesterday must be the day of "good news" for amy :D

it SURE was a happy day! first of all, i received my camera yesterday, then the memory card that i bought separately arrived on the same day too! so for the whole day, i was snapping away happily!

then i went to cg, it was funny watching and practising the skit. around 9, i got a call from team leader, and well, he told me i got the part time job :D cool aye?

happy happy happy! joy joy joy!

WHAT THE!!!!!!!!!

there was an earthquake in auckland this evening, and i didnt even feel it! i think i was on the phone with ginga then...which explains why i didnt feel it. i was too busy putting on my scottish ears. it's so much more difficult trying to figure out what ginga is saying over the phone compared to when i'm standing right next to him (also helps that he's not THAT tall, so when we're standing, his mouth is at my ear level................wth am i talking about? sorry..)

*click* for earthquake article

anyway, gotta run. dad's just kicked me off the comp. ta!

omg omg omg!!

GUESS WHATTTTTT??????????????

my new toy has arrived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait till the batteries are charged so i can just snap snap snap at every random thing.

i've shoved 2 AA batts in, but it wont last for long. already taken a few pictures, and i'm EXTREMELY pleased with the quality :D

i tried snapping this photo of a fly but i ran away quickly when it started flying around. it's a fly (..i think) but it looks like a bee coz the bottom of the fly is like yellow -.-"

amy's belated birthday dinner

where: KK Restaurant, Ellerslie
when: 7.45 - 9pm (ask me for the date)

if you're reading this, and you didn't get an invite from me, then come along if you can make it, but do inform me first. bring your boyfriend, girlfriend, or both (if you have both!) and put a smile on your face and bring yourself a long :p please RSVP by thurs as i need to confirm the reservation.

thank you :D

this must be the week i go crazy with my shopping. seriously.....

let's break down what i have purchased since saturday:

• sony camera
• sony pro duo memory stick
• ugg boots
• 2 bolero tops
• 1 pink top
• 1 muscle back top
• 1 red top
• 1 yellow knitwear
• 1 green jandals
• 1 white hat
• 1 red wrap around knitwear
  
• chocolates..lollies....all sorts of junk....

and that's from that i can remember. most of the clothes, including the boots were purchased today on my little haircut trip to newmarket. was meant to go get a haircut in newmarket, but they were quite busy today and i couldnt make it for the slots when they were free, so i booked for tomorrow. since i had 2 hours with nothing to do, what's better than to shop around newmarket right?

ended up buying more than i expected. cotton on is my new favourite place to shop. their stuff is ALWAYS SO CHEAP and the quality is quite good. i got a pair of ugg boots for $24.95 and it's SO COMFY anmd cute!!

so yessshhh...i am now officially a bum, but spending money without thinking twice (more like without thinking at all. i like, i buy!). tihs is bad.

GINGA, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME IF I GOT THE JOB OR NOT?!

i'm really running out of patience. i'm sick of waiting to find out if i got the job or not!! maybe i'll just stick with being a bum :p

but then again, since they are taking SO long to tell me if i got the job or not, i suppose they dont want to hire me anymore. so much for the manager liking me. PFFFT!

ginga's sick sense of humour continued...

kiddo: excuse me, erm, do you have any equipments that i can borrow?
amy: errrr...equipments?! what sort of equipments do you want?
kiddo: i dunno..like a kickboard or something..
amy: OH! that sort of equipment...hang on.

*amy goes off to get a kickboard for the kiddo and comes back*

amy: HAH! that kiddo wanted to borrow some equipments!
ginga: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA what, like your vibrator or something?
amy: shoosh!
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on a different note, check this website out for a doze of cuteness that you lack *click*

happy chinese new year peeps!

so far, i've accumulated NZ$150 worth of red packets, in conjunction with my birthday :p parents still owe me a red packet for cny, but i got one from them last week for my birthday. HEH HEH HEH.

now, all these money is going into my "buy new camera" funds. i've already decided on which one i want, and i'm NOT letting anyone change my mind. even my brother who tried to get me to buy another nikon camera. cis! no way i'm gonna get another nikon camera, after having the ultimate i-want-to-throw-the-camera-out-the-window camera. i hate the nikon camera that we have now!

so, in a week, i should get my new baby *click* i think i'll go make the purchase right after this! *excited*

on a totally different note, i went for my birthday dinner, in conjunction with cny celebration at fortuna, sky tower this evening. the buffet dinner is now much better than the last time i was there, so i'm ate a lot. and it doesnt help that i'm wearing a dress, and my rounded little stomach makes me look like i'm preggars *sweat*

but it's all good. good meal = happy me. last day of work tomorrow. cant wait for me bonussss!!!! yessssss.... :D

omg omg omg SOOO excited!

parents and i were at home today, so we were discussing about our end of year trip back to malaysia for my brother's wedding. mum was ticking away her days off while i was mentally planning on visiting as many countries as possible during this trip.

then all of a sudden, i blurted out "let's go to hong kong! then we can go to disneyland and then we can go to china too!" and my dad said "oh yeah that's a good idea! let's all go to shanghai before it sinks.."

-.-"

so kiasu. the ching-chong-ness in my dad at full blast.

anyway, we've now kind of decided to go to shanghai, then go over to hong kong after my bro's wedding. i dont think my bro will be joining us for this trip, seeing that he'll be going away for his honeymoon with his darling wife.

so, i've got this huge-as holiday trip to look forward to at the end of this year :D on top of that, i'll might do a stop over in aust (probably in brisbane, then fly over to syd) for about 10 days instead of going in easter so i'll save a little on my flight tickets :p

i think i'll leave in mid nov, spend about 2 weeks in aust, then fly to malaysia just before december, and then have about a week before my bro's wedding. mmm..sounds perrrfect to me. and depending on my financial sitation then, i might even do a short backpacking trip around south east asia by myself or with whoever who wants to come.

THE EXCITEMENT!! I REALLLYYYY CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!
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on a totally different note, just in case you don't already know, my contract as a lifeguard ends this sunday, and i've applied for the part time job. there is a limited number of places (read: TWO) for the part time job, and a bunch of us applied for it, so i dont know if i'll be getting it or not..though prayers will be greatly appreciated. i txted my team leader yesterday and he said he'll have a chat with me sometime next week. so well...yeah...i'm just hoping for the best :)

anyway, i might bugger off to harvey norman now to check their cameras. i've scraped the idea of getting an ultra compact camera, so now i'm eye-ing this FULL BODY sony camera. and seeing that harvey norman's having a massive clearance on their cameras, i think i might zoom down there RIGHT NOW.

toodles!

life is..aweome.

wait, is it? i dunno -.-" i think i just had a very satisfying meal. that's why :p

erm, i should be shooting off to botany to change for another pair of roxy boardshorts, but there's always time to write a blog.

i am now deciding between buying a new cell phone or a new camera, all for myself, using my bonus from work, which i think i'll be getting in a week or so. that'll be my 2nd birthday present for myself :p the first one was an online purchase of an ipod nano, but i dunno when i'll be getting that. hopefully..soon?

so now, the second one. should i splurge $500 on a new cellphone (i'm thinking nokia 7370 or a nokia n73) or a cute pink camera (sony dsc t-10). i've read the online reviews for that camera, and it seems quite good. it's a 7.2mp camera and it's ultra compact :p just the way i want it, and it comes in PINKKKKK *melts*

so yeah. i might hop over to parallel imported after botany and see how it goes.

toodles!

tomorrow's the big day...not!

it feels just like another day, except that it's finally my day off. i think i'm more excited about having my day off rather than having my birthday! been working for about 9 days non-stop now if i'm not mistaken.

see, i've procrastinated this long, and i've planned NOTHING for my bday. i'm kinda dreading my birthday to kick in, but hey, the most i can do is to stop all the clocks and watches at my house, but it ain't going to stop the time from going forward....

i dont know why i dread it so much..is it because i'm turning 22? is it because i dont feel like it's something special? i usually get really excited around this time of the year, but this year..i just feel like...there's nothign special. oh, i dont know. maybe coz i haven't got anyone to celebrate it with. Christine, i demand that you come back quickly so the dahlings and i can all go out for a nice cheer-me-up-meal. and that's the one and only birthday wish i have :p

anyway, thanks for all the birthday wishes and present :p only got one from lenlen so far. thank you deary! love ya long time :D

saying "love ya" or "love you" doesnt feel special anymore. coz we say that at work all the time. like Ginga saying to me "love you. thanks for coming in to work!" or Superman saying "luv ya long time aimz! you're da bomb!" or....i dunno. those are just some examples. and cuddles are given freely at work. Ginga gave me a nice big cuddly hug today when i finished my lesson. and i was like, soaking wet coz i just got out of the pool, and the poor boy just started his shift, and he was DRY. hehe but he didn't mind.

..and yes, he IS cuddly. he's been saying that he's cuddly ever since i said he's super fat :p like yesterday, he offered to buy me a drink when he was gonna get one for himself, but i said "no thanks. dont wanna be fat like YOU!" then he said "i'm not fat! i'm super cuddly! if you lie in bed next to me and cuddle me, you'll know that i'm cuddly!" and i was like "*sweat* i dont wanna lie in bed and cuddle you! sheesh!"

see, my workmates are all funny! and Ginga is my team leader, but he doesnt act like one. he's more like a big brother figure to me at work, coz he looks after me ^^ even though he can be quite cheeky at times. and well, for a guy his age, he's really mature and different from the other guys (even though he can be a pr*ck sometimes) but i guess that's coz he's got a family (a really gorgeous wife and 2 super adorable kids)

hmm...ok wait, how did i get from blogging about my birthday to my workmates?! -.-" if you've been following my blog, you'll know that i blog about work everytime i write an entry. and seeing that my contract ends this sunday, i think i'm going to miss working there A LOT. i dont think i've enjoyed myself so much while working anywhere else..not that i've worked at many places. but tell me, how often do you get to work in a place where you get along with EVERYONE?

i'm counting my blessings :)

*tired*

today i:

• woke up at 4.25am after hitting the snooze button a million times (again...)
• got to work just before 5am, and BEAT Ginga to it (HA HA HA!! HE LOST! lazy bum)
• did the usual stuff and all of a sudden heard Ginga going "*censor* *censor* *CENSOR* MY CAR KEYS!!!!!!" and so i walked over to him, and he said his car keys fell into the drain at the bottom of the plant room (the drain is like, a little pool that is quite deep, but it's filled with muck, dirt and whatnots).
  
• fast forward to a few hours later, Ginga fished his keys out after draining the water out, and soaked it in the sink in the plant room. i went in to do a pool test, and BOY OH BOY, it smelled SO BAD i almost passed out!!
  
• then i went into the lap pool, and someone fished a cell phone outta the pool and handed it to me. gee, the cell phone must've been lucky enough to go swimming with its owner. 2 minutes later, the owner walked up to me asking "oh no! has it been swimming?!" sheesh, who the heck puts their cell phone in their shorts when they're about to go swim? they're BOUND to forget about it!
• fast forward to a few more hours later, i did swim lessons with kids from Elim Primary. that went really well, coz i got given the A-group. A-group means...i get kids who swim in Junior Nationals. i'll embarrass myself if i swim in front of them :p
• then Ginga let me finish at 1pm, instead of 1.30pm so i went to get the flippers and kickboard and jumped back into the pool to swim my laps. managed to do over 20, then i lost count *heeee....*

ahh, what a day. i feel proud of myself :D i think my stamina improved. hehehee...

mmm....

less than one more week to my birthday. what to do? what to do? what to doooo?

i wanna have a massive bbq, but mommy said no. sad case :(

pooos to mommy :p

but mommy suggested that i get all my friends to go to a restaurant...but it sound sso boring. i want something more interesting.

maybe i should take advantage of me, being a staff at a swimming pool and book the kiddies pool :D it's 1m deep btw. LOL LOL. and i'll have my birthday party there and invite all my friends, just like those kiddies i look after when they celebrate their birthdays at the pool. HEHEHE!

kidding!

it's an absolute killer to last the day when one has had only 3 hours of sleep for TWO days. i woke up at 4am, but only got out of bed at 4.21am after pressing the snooze button on my phone for like, a million times. managed to get my arse at my work place about 3 minutes before i was due (5am) and i drove like a normal person (read: not like a hoon).

i've been known as the hoon at my workplace. superman said i'm the little asian hoon of LEP *sweat* i thought i'm a tame driver!! but i guess i have been speeding quite a bit lately. it'll only be sooner or later before i get sent a speeding ticket, but...touch wood!!

anyway, the east gate people turned up at 9.59am. i was wandering around before that, hopping into my manager's office to chat a little (and he offered me some chocolates, but i didn't feel like any so i didn't take any) and at 9.55am, we decided that they weren't going to turn up. so i jumped back on poolside, and popped by the poolside office to grab my bottle, only to receive a phone call from my manager saying that the east gate peeps just turned up. hmmm..talk about timing eh!

i had to take 6 of them for an hour, instead of the usual 1 group for 30 minutes. most of them weren't there today, so i got all of them to jump into the pool instead of separating them. they were all quite friendly even though some of them had difficulties saying a complete sentence. this one lady in particular, Rachel, will say "i want to um...um....um...um...um...p-p-p-play...um..umm.....uummm...p-p-p-artner..um..work" and that sentence will take like 2 minutes for her to say it out. she'll talk and look at her fingers and start picking on them. and she talks a lot *sweat* so the whole hour was basically listening to her say "blabla um..um...ummm..um um...ummmm...blabla..um.." but she's really friendly :)

she was the one who came up with all the games today. i got them to do some kicks up and down the pool with a noodle, kickboard and with their partner. the rest of the time were spent playing games. we even played "ring-a-ring-a-rosie" which made the other swimmers crack up. must've been quite a sight :p

anyway, i think it was a great experience working with special people. it made me realise that i do have more patience than i thought i do. i wouldn't mind working with special people once in a while, but not as a full time thing.

so that was basically my day. tomorrow'll be another 4am start. i hope i'll be able to fall asleep easily tonight. been disturbed by some angry thoughts the past 2 nights, so i'll try to not think about it.

angry thought: ex was given a timex watch by my dad last year for his bday, and it's a freakin' expensive watch too. he txted me the other day saying "oh by the way, the watch that your dad gave me has a problem now. the light stopped working." and i was thinking like, what the heck?! the light stopped, it's NOT my problem. just STOP txting me already, like sheesh!! i'm thinking of getting either ginga or superman to give him a call, pretending that either one of them owns my new cell number. hmmm....

he also txted me another day saying "you know, if i didn't know you better, i'd think you're ignoring me. but since i know you so well, i think you're just busy! that's why you're not replying my txts." *exaggerated action of smacking forehead* i AM ignoring you, you arsewipe! why cant you just STOP txting me?!?!?!!?!

*pulls hair*

anyone got any ideas how to stop him from txting me?

i'll be teaching swimming tomorrow to a group of special people. how special they are, i really dont know, but i know they're adults and they're from East Gate.

now, i haven't really interacted with special people before, but i know some of them are really friendly. take Luke for example - he's a volunteer cleaner at the facility that i work at, and he's really friendly. he's got down syndrome, but that doesn't stop him from speaking to us lifeguards and the other staff members. he works really hard even though he's only a volunteer. he's got a really good sense of humour too ;) the only time i feel sorry for him is when some young kids or teenagers pick on him. usually when i see this happening, i'll walk up close to him and then give my super evil stare to those kids and the kids will usually go away.

so, tomorrow, apparently these special people do not concentrate much, but that's alright - i am a very patient person (and i will repeat that 10000000x) and i've dealt with autistic children before, so it shouldn't be TOO bad. BUT, i have to take them for 30 minutes, and in that time frame, i''m supposed to teach them a wee bit of swimming, and play games with them. i DO NOT know what games to play with them

i've tried google-ing for some pool games, but so far i've only come across one that is simple enough to be carried out, and i hope we'll have a ball at the pool (..since my sis refuse to lemme borrow hers! pffft!).

back to google-ing so that i can sort this out and then go watch prison break *drools at michael schofield*

sister told me that one of her friend's mum passed away recently...and it's quite shocking really. i remember bumping into her at sylvia park during one of our shopping trips and she looked fine then! she died of cancer...and that's really sad, but to make up for it, she's in a better place now, and she was saved :)

her family are not people who are well-off. i think they have to work pretty hard just to make ends meet, and their youngest child, which is my sis' friend, is only 13 or 14 this year. her mum had always been really embarrassed of their short-comings, to the point where she refused to tell my mum where exactly her house is when my mum gave her a ride home. she told my mum to stop blocks away from her home and decided to walk. but all in all, mum said she's a very nice lady.

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that aside, i've had quite a nice 2.5 days of rest. 2.5 because on sunday, while i was having yumchar with family (minus mum), i got a txt from Ginga asking me if i fancied working 4 hours that day, with time and a half pay. i was planning to go shopping, but since i didn't have any urgency to go shopping, i decided to work. another reason i went to work was because i knew no one else would do it, and Ginga usually comes to me as a last resort, coz he knows that i'll do it. the other reason was because of the time and a half pay, which i thought would be good to make up for my sicky on friday (to which i found out i got paid anyway when my pay came through yesterday).

work was alright and Superman didn't bully me, coz Ginga told me he'll sort Superman out beforehand. Ginga left shortly after i arrived and went to the gym. he wore a t-shirt that said "being ginger is not a crime...." on the front, and on the back, it said "...it's a f*cking punishment" which made Superman and i cracked up so badly that the parents who were there to attend a birthday party gave us a very funny look.

when a ginger wears that sort of t-shirt, it's just an absolute crack up. LOL!

close to closing time, there were only 3 of us left: midget (myself), scarneck and superman left. i found a helium-filled balloon tied to the rails and did the action of sucking air out of the balloon to superman, which quickly said "LEMME DO IT!" so we untied the balloon, and superman managed to poke a little hole on the balloon without popping it, and started sucking the helium out of the balloon. then he started talking, and we all know what helium gas do to people, no?

see, i was standing on a raised divider with railings. the divider is at most 1 foot with a divider in between it, meaning i'm left with 0.5foot to stand on. i was laughing really badly because superman was squeaking and at the same time, he was telling some kids off with his squeaky voice, and i almost fell into the pool for laughing so hard. thank goodness the railings were there so i managed to hold onto the rails before i fell. now, that'll teach me a lesson to NOT laugh so hard when i'm standing on those dividers next time.

so, that was basically the highlight of the day. after that, i just cleaned up after the pool where the party was held, did a little more mini jobs because scarface is too dumb to do anything, and then helped superman with a little more cleaning and left.

and that was my sunday gone :p

monday, i went shopping and scored 3 tops for a really good price. got my li'l sis a tamagotchi v4 and bought a couple of random stuff, came home and i baked cinnamon rolls while making sushi. dont ask me how i multi-tasked, but i had 2 little handy helpers ;)

and that was my monday gone :p

then tuesday came, i mucked around the whole day, sorted trademe packages and then did some listings and here i am now.

..........sore back. gonna sleep soon. g'nite :)

heyyo!

just finished dinner coz i got home from work not too long ago.

work went alright today, though Ginga and Superman kept teasing me about my infected ear and they kept threatening to either poke it or punch it -.-"

parents and sizzies are probably skiing now, leaving me all alone at home. wanted to go skiing/ snowboarding as well, but the timing was just horrible coz firstly, i had work today and secondly, my infected ear has taken away whatever enthusiasm i have to do anything. i just want to curl up like a ball and sleep.

dunno what i'll be doing for the rest of the night, but since it's so peaceful, i think i'll put some music on and sort out my clothing stocks after having a nice and warm shower :D
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talk of the day:
Ginga: were the boys intimidating you?
Amy: no, but they got me wet.
Ginga: in a good way or a bad way?
Amy: huh?
Ginga: HEHEEHEHEHE don't worry, i have a sick sense of humour.
Amy: OHHHhhhhh.....sheesh!

called in @ work for a sicky today. i was up all night trying really hard to fall asleep, but the throbbing pain caused by the swell in my ear was just unbearable. woke up at 6.10am to ring and tell them i have an ear infection.

managed to get a tad of sleep after that, but woke up about 3 hours later to go to the doc's to get some antibiotic. doc prescribed me some antibiotics, ointment and some painkillers (panadol) and the pain's resided since (dunno if it's the effect of painkillers or the antibiotics working its miracle). managed to catch a nap in the afternoon until mum came home from work.

i'm still hoping that the swell will come down tomorrow - super friendly pharmacist told me to stay away from swimming for FOUR WEEKS *dies* but i suppose all's good, coz well, my contract as a seasonal lifeguard ends in 2 weeks, and i think i'll start gymming after that and start working out properly, and when i'm good to swim again, i'll hop into the pools, but my first priority now is to get the damn fat ear to its original size.

anyway, that basically sums up my mundane day. apart from mucking around, i've been a couch (actually, more liked bed..) potato watching 24. hehe thanks len for the cds :D

oh yah, one thing that has been getting on my nerves are the ex-files. for some strange reasons, both nz ex-es keeps txting me lately even though i make a point to NOT reply them. idiot nz-ex-#2 txted me this afternoon saying "went to salina's today but i forgotten that she closes at 3pm. i miss her good food!" like geez, i dont wanna know what you've been up to. leave me alone you poopster. then nz-ex-#1 txted me over the whole of last week and this week wanting to meet up, but well, if i dont reply, it means that i dont want to have anything to do with you.

the case of the ex-files..*headache*

maybe i should go get a new sim card!