i miss my pet mouse :( i used to play with mousey when i was stressed, and the stress will be gone. i used to play with mousey when i was upset, and the upset-ness will be gone.

then came dorkus (picture). dorkus was different to mousey :( and i didnt like dorkus. dorkus was very...different. he..or rather "it" has a gender confusion problem. we were told it was a female, as female mice tend to be cleaner. but then, we later on found out that dorkus was a male!! one very stinky male it sure was! so we gave dorkus away, coz dorkus made our garage smell realllyyy bad and my sister hated him too.

[where on earth is my photo with mousey?!?!?!?!]

Now, this is another pet that i miss dearly. teddy. my cousin's dog that is totally abandoned :( sheesh. wish i could kidnap it and smuggle it to nz!! teddy's a crazy dog, but she's very loving underneath all that crazy run-around-the-house, i-like-to-crap-and-pee-anywhere-i-like, and the i-love-chasing-lizards behaviour. hopefully when i'm back next year, teddy will still be there...

see what the stress is doing to me?!?! i didnt even go for CG today :( *sigh* i feel hopeless, unmotivated and USELESS above all. i got through 20 pages of chemistry notes today. and what else did i do? i TOOK A STUPID 2 hours nap, even though i had 8 hours of sleep last night!!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! i'll never get ANYTHING done with the speed i'm going *sobs*