things which are super pissing me off lately..

i've been in such a crap mood lately..

remember how i was in a car crash last year and i got reimbursed? well, the other party's insurance company has turned their back around and say that i am now liable for their client's damages. like, wtf, 10 months later you come back to me to say that i am liable? excuse me, wtf is this? as if i wasn't in enough emotional stress and inconvenience when i didnt have a car. maybe you should tell your client to drive properly and be more vigilant in future because that car crash could've taken 3 young people's lives and leave my parents with no daughters, you fuckers. i dont care if the other party is a family friend or what, this is just plain stupid ok? have they taken into consideration what would happen if that car crash was fatal? have they every thought to slow down at the roundabout and at least take a look before dashing across the roundabout?

*sigh*

another thing is living in this goddamn flat. no one cares to clean - i cleaned the whole kitchen the other day and someone came home and proudly announced that they cleaned up during the day. excuse me, cleaning up doesnt mean leaving starch residues from cooking your noodles and it doesnt count as cleaning if the pots and pans are still greasy! i worked over the weekend and the last thing i wanna do is to come home and clean the mess up ok! when was the last time rb even vacuumed? NEVER! when was the last time she cleaned the bathroom? NEVER! when was the last time someone bothered vacuuming the whole house? no one! apart from me...

the place gets into such a disgusting state that even if i have a head splitting headache, i cant help it but take the vacuum and cloth to start cleaning everything down. and what do the other 2 do? sit around and watch or do their own shit.

i've had the morning to think about this and i'm thinking of moving out to somewhere else. maybe to a one bedroom apartment to save myself from all the anger and stress. why should i be the only one cleaning everything up? i'm not a clean freak (or i'd like to think i'm not) but i would like to have a place which is reasonably clean and tidy and not somewhere which will attract cockroaches!

another thing is the internet - we're only 6 days into your new capacity, and we've used 75% of the limit. who knows who's been downloading because i dont download anything, stefan doesnt do any downloading here, nancy doesnt have a laptop which connects to the internet. just yesterday, i took my laptop back to my parents' place and when i checked the usage for yesterday, it was 1.6g. guess who was home the whole day? and she said she didn't download anything...it's not just downloading..uploading and watching heaps of videos count as well. how do i know this? because we have a 5gb limit at my parents' place and they dont download anything. the only thing that could use up so much is when my sisters go on youtube and watch music videos. EVERY SINGLE bit counts la!

plus, i'm starting trademe again so i need the internet to be up and running throughout the whole month. we only have about 2.5gb left for the next 25 days.

got i feel so stressed and emo now, i honestly feel like packing all my belongings up and move back with my parents.

gonna have a look at 1 bedroom apartments now. ta